It's called a 'crush' for a reason.
Gosh darn it~ I've forgotten Sam's birthday (and while I'm trying to remember all the birthdays of my'new' friends, I happen to have a crush on Sam so I must remember his birthday!!)
Anyways, I'm absolutely hopeless because:
1.) I have no idea where to look on facebook to find out peoples birthdays (yeah yeah yeah, I know, it's sad but cut me some slack here! I only get on the internet to stalk my fandoms!!)
and
2.) As I was trying to figure it out I just so happened to be stalking through his facebook page...
I sped to the x button and closed that tab in record breaking time. Seriously, I should get a medal or something cause that was freaking impressive. And another medal for the blush that currently occupies my features!
Why does liking someone have to be so difficult? UGH -_- I just want him to be mine and to be the cutest dog on couple in the world.
But that just ain't going to happen for:
-He has a girlfriend (whom he loves)
-He is a senior
-He is 18
-He's going to collage next year
-He's ready for more intimate things in relationships, intimate things that I am not ready for
-I'm 15
-I am not a senior, nor am I going to collage anytime soon
Notice how I didn't mention that he didn't like me, for he does. Actually, we kinda feel the same way about each other. We've discussed it. (Never like, actually laying out a pro's and con's list of a relationship between us... more just saying "nope, it won't work. So let's just stay friends")
Whatever.
Actually, there's more of a chance for something to happen between us -that will last (which is what I want)- if we just stay friends for now. I mean come on, how many high school relationship do you know that have lasted forumm I don't know life!?! past high school? (seriously, I'd like to know!!)
*sigh* I needed to get that off my chest. Thanks for reading my inner turmoil XD Talk to ya later guys!
~Sammie
Gosh darn it~ I've forgotten Sam's birthday (and while I'm trying to remember all the birthdays of my
Anyways, I'm absolutely hopeless because:
1.) I have no idea where to look on facebook to find out peoples birthdays (yeah yeah yeah, I know, it's sad but cut me some slack here! I only get on the internet to stalk my fandoms!!)
and
2.) As I was trying to figure it out I just so happened to be stalking through his facebook page...
I sped to the x button and closed that tab in record breaking time. Seriously, I should get a medal or something cause that was freaking impressive. And another medal for the blush that currently occupies my features!
Why does liking someone have to be so difficult? UGH -_- I just want him to be mine and to be the cutest dog on couple in the world.
But that just ain't going to happen for:
-He has a girlfriend (whom he loves)
-He is a senior
-He is 18
-He's going to collage next year
-He's ready for more intimate things in relationships, intimate things that I am not ready for
-I'm 15
-I am not a senior, nor am I going to collage anytime soon
Notice how I didn't mention that he didn't like me, for he does. Actually, we kinda feel the same way about each other. We've discussed it. (Never like, actually laying out a pro's and con's list of a relationship between us... more just saying "nope, it won't work. So let's just stay friends")
Whatever.
Actually, there's more of a chance for something to happen between us -that will last (which is what I want)- if we just stay friends for now. I mean come on, how many high school relationship do you know that have lasted for
*sigh* I needed to get that off my chest. Thanks for reading my inner turmoil XD Talk to ya later guys!
~Sammie
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