TSA (Not the Airport)

Hay y'all sorry I haven't been on in a while, been busy. (story of my life) well I just want to say that I love food and I'm going to State confrence on sunday!
State conference? you ask.
well i am in tsa (technology student association) cause im just that awsom. My events are
a.) chapter teem
b.) CTI
c.) leadership skills
chapter teem is basicly were six people hold a business meeting that follows parlementry procedure. theres the Vice president (me) treasure, secratary, president, reporter, and sargent at arms.
CTI is challenging technologie issues. in this event I have to hold a four minuet debate with my partner (Zumaya!) its really fun but we have to write out a script for every topic because we don't know what we will be debating before compotition. So basicly ive written like 9 essays and i still have like 8 to do.
leadership skills.... well im not even 100% sure what that is but im in it so... yay

ok well for all you stuakers out there ill be in Chattinooga for a little while and its going to be totally epic <3
(can you tell i didn't use spell check?)
toodles!
(Rose-lover of food)

A little extra :)

Oh ya and Madison's brother apperently cussed me out
what he said "What kind of F'n retard says something like that?!"
(wondering what? i told madison she should kill him or something so that he would stop taking her away from us after school. Ive been getting the evil eye from him ever since... im so proud! XD he's a turd)
my comback "F... is such a strong word i like to think of it more as... mingeling" ;)

alrigh-tie then! Tootles!!!

The Hunger Games and x-"bf'" troubles

Amazing... Doesn't even begin to explain it.
I just came back from it and BOY do I not mind paying 8 bucks to see that!
It was captivating. i wanna see it again so bad!!!! Ugh look at my vocab. I'm so stunned by this move i have been left speechless.And Rue.... She is was and always will be my favorite. I've never cryed so hard in at a movie *kisses three fingers and points twords the sky*

Ok enough of my ranting heres the good stuff
My x-'boyfriend' was at the movie. Ever had a guy tell you to shut up because your making too much noise while your crying your eyes out? Well thats Andrew for you.
Heres some of the things he did that really pissed me off:
Before the movie when the cinnamax sign comes on saying "please be quiet and silence your phones" (the part before the real credites even begin) this is what he says to me "Ya Sammie listen to them" And he thinks he's being nice. that boy has issues
Other then telling me to "shhhh" while I was crying he also made fun of how I screamed when something didn't exactly follow the plot of the book and scared the living daylights out of me.
At least he didn't talk about how amazing his mom is this time. (yes hes that bad)

When we were *clears throat* "dating" the first conversation we had face to face was about how I was always sick. I said "ya I sprained some mucles in my stomic because I threw up so much" and he says? "Ya I wouldn't be suprized if you sprained your uvula. (bla bla bla something about his mom bla bla bla)" He's such a wimp! No really he can't talk to me face to face about our "relationship" (i use the term lightly) he has to talk to me through a computer or cell phone. Just because y'all will never know who he is, and only by best friends who already know this will ever see it, im going to do something kinda mean...

February 23

Andrew

Hey look I know your thinking about breaking up with me because of your friends and I know your phone isn't working so I'm sending u this. I tried to tell u at school today. Anyway the thing is u shouldn't break up with me because u don't hang out with ur friends and u shouldn't not hang out with your friends just cause ur datin me. Just a thought

February 23

Andrew

Basically I mean if we keep dating u can still hang with your friends. Don't ignore them just for me and I dont want you to break up with me just because you want to spend more time with them. U can do that anyway

February 23

Me

Its not that tho. I just dont wanna bf. like i was saying b4 u nd hannah talked me into it. srry. I new this would happen -_-

February 23

Andrew

Hannah did. Not me. But just wondering, I know you don't want to date until high school,but whats the difference in then and now? I mean why wait three more months before you date someone?

February 25

Andrew

Hey I know your phones messed up so I'm hoping ur gonna see this before tomorrow but are you still gonna come to choir and youth?

March 8

Me

There are lots of reasons I don't want to date anyone right now. Many of them you wouldn't understand, and wouldn't know how to respond to. Saying that I don't want to date untill highschool is really jsut something I say to get people to shut up. I don't even exactly intend to date in highschool. Besides the fact that I don't want a boyfriend (which noone seems to understand) I don't exactly have time for one either. Lots of people just don't understand me, even though I try to be open about who I am so what you see is what you get, but they just don't get me. And I'm totally fine with that.

March 8

Andrew

I respect that I just wonder how can you not a have time? With a boyfriend you wouldn't have to spend every moment with them. If you do masquers at the high school I would too. I already would tho. And there's band. There are a lot of ways

March 8

Me

I get that I wouldn't have to spend all my time with my boyfriend. I just:

1.dont like anyone

2. need some time to just be me

3.dont wanna put up with all the drama

i dont know. It's hard to explain really. ok so its not hard to explain. ugh you know what. i just dont know.

March 8

Andrew

Ok 1 ouch that hurts.

2. I understand but don't u already kinda do that?

3. What drama?

I understand that u don't know I just think that u need to work that kind of stuff out soon

March 8

Me

1. srry cant help it. but that means I don't like anyone else so i guess thats good news for you... ok well there is someone. (true. and thats to make you jelous XD im so mean)

2. yep. and nothings ever going to stop me!

3. I dont know I needed another reason.

wait. what do you mean i need to work that stuff out soon. Ive got time! theres no such thing as true love in middleschool.

March 8

Andrew

I'm not jealous. P.s. U don't tell someone that your trying to make them jealous. And things will stop

March 8

Me

lol I know. im not stupid. and things will stop... what?

March 8

Andrew

Things will happen but why do make such a big deal about something like this? It's not a big deal really

March 8

Me

then why are we still talking about it?

March 8

Andrew

Meaning you won't always have alone time

March 8

Me

im so confused now. elaborate please

March 8

Andrew

Idk. But I'm curious. Y do u make such a big deal about it?

March 8

Me

It's called a past. Everyone has one. And you don't need to know mine

March 8

Andrew

I thought I was the only one u dated in 6th grade and like three weeks ago. What past and how does that affect this?

And I know what a past is thank you

March 8

Me

Kk tread carfully andrew. This is some serious chiz. and your not exactly my best friend so i'm keeping this info my business

March 8

Andrew

So are you just gonna ignore me now? Fine. But really what difference does that make now?

Ok wow u changed ur profile picture just now. And I understand but really I thought i was the only one you dated like ever

March 8

Me

wait. im not ignoring you. im still talking to you. andrew. my past is pretty intense. I dont really share it w/every person I meet

we never even really "dated" it was more of just a title.

March 8

Andrew

Get on after school tomorrow. I'll talk to u then. Or at school. Preferably after school. I'm bout to go to bed. I'm beat

March 8

Me

ok night

March 8

Andrew

Same general Idea. But I was th only one you were titled dating with

March 8

Me

goodnight andrew

March 17

Andrew

Hey look I feel really stupid about our little argument. It's your business and I don't need to invade that. I didn't really want to but I was curious. I shouldn't have said anything about it. Sorry

Wednesday

Me

S'kay

And at school I tryed to confrount him about this but he wouldn't talk so I started by saying "Im sorry I got upset with you" and you know what he says?!
"It's ok, I could tell you were getting angry. I can tell when people do that"

like i wasn't angry after that e_e

 alright now that I'm all worked up tootles!

My Drawing Of Me

Ok even though I'm 100% totally against putting my face on the internet for everyone to see, I want to show off so as you can see the top one is me <3 and the bottom one is my drawing of me <333
I'm going to show this to the HS people, who make my scedual, next week too see if I can get in honors art! I hope I make it so badly!!!!
Kk toodles my peeps!

The Return of The Ants

Yep, you heard me right. They came back... well... migrated. To MY room! Jepers Creepers! Well, I was minding my own business like a good girl (reading nd not doing my home work) When I felt something moving on my back. I slapped at it and rolled it off. when I looked at my hand there was this little black dot with legs! To say I spazzed out is an understatement. My shirt and pants ended up across the room and I was slapping at myself trying to get rid of thoes stupid TTD! (It was a total work out. I was completly out of breath when I finished my freak out dance)

Anyways, once I calmed down enough I took my Chew on This Libiary book and started smashing them. The bad part was my room is carpeted so I had to repeatdly bash the book against the floor before the stupid ants would die! Once I was satisfied with the state of the ants (dead) I ran and jumped in the shower to get the ant guts off my back ( DX so gross!!!)

The ants still won though because I ended up having to clean my room (ugh) lots of food in there... After it was "clean" I took a vaccume and sucked up those suckers! They didn't stand a chance. MUAH HA HA HA HA I shall forever be known as Sammie the Ant Slayer.
Ugh thats a crappy name. Just call me Rose <3 I love that name. And I am totally off topic now! Well tooda-loo then!

The Blogger Experience e_e -.- ??? >:( =D

Grrr! Blogger you butt monkey! Let me put a title!!! UGH! well it was going to be totally epic and be

Title:
I am a weirdo and I love every second of it <3

The good stuff:
That is all

ya totall cliff hanger there!

well like I said "That Is All"

thanks for reading all of my one loyal followers and who is that? Oh ya... me -_-
(Is that even allowed? XD its just too epic)

any who, love y'all!

(holey guacamole I didn't run this through word before posting... I'm so bad)

Spring Break and a short story =)

So far my spring break has been amazing. But I feel the effects of not being with my friends. I don't know why, but I think I'm happier at school then I am at home all by my lonesome... And the worst part is, I’m almost out of Girl Scout cookies :"(

I’m not really in the writing mood, but I just wanted to post something for all of you dedicated followers. (Sarcasm intended) so, until next time TOOTLES!

Alright not tootles yet. I need to talk. About what? I do not know. But I suppose it has something about how I'm so flippin worried about my future and I'm not even out of middle school yet. I mean COME ON! I really want to be an artist. I love to doodle, sew, and write. I'm just so worried that one day I'll be stuck in a dead end job worth less then crap. I super a lot want to be an author, but i can never force a story to come, but i guess there pretty good when they do.. I suppose i just need to elaborate a little on what happens to my characters. Ah well here’s my favorite story that I wrote. I call it
Fading Fast

Her breaths were coming short and uneven. I wanted to tell her that everything would be ok, but whenever I opened my mouth to say something a soft whimper escapes, and we both knew it was a lie. I couldn’t speak the only thing I could do was hold myself together and keep myself from crying. I don’t want that to be the last thing she sees.

“Ethan,” She exhales. And her body shudders with the effort to speak.

“I’m here baby, don’t worry I won’t leave you.” I give her my finest lopsided smile that she loved so much, but despite my best efforts, a tear escapes the corner of my eye.

“You’re crying,” she whispers. She lifts her hand to wipe my tear away, but the best she can do is slightly lift her fingers from the ground and even that slight movement sends her body into tremors. And there’s not a thing I can do to help her. She’s going to die and there’s nothing I can do to stop it from happening. So I burry my face into her neck so she won’t see me cry and I whisper her three favorite words, “I love you.”

She smiles and laughs a little bit, but her laughs turn to coughing and her smile turns into a grimace. She struggles to move. To guide my lips to hers as she always did when I told her I loved her. She manages to lift her head and brush her lips against mine, but soon falls limp again. Her attempts to make me feel better in this situation only break the dam that had held my tears. She always thinks of others, no matter what condition she’s in. I could no longer hide them from her I wanted to see her eyes. I wanted to see the life that still pulsed through them. I pulled away from her neck and looked at her. Her eyes, blue as the sky, her lips, red as cherry’s, her hair curly and brown, but her usually rosy cheeks were pail and colorless.

“I will always love you to Ethan,” and that was that. Her last breath escapes her, the light fades from her eyes, and she dies in my arms with my name on her lips.

ok now i'm just going to say this is copy righted... so no stealing

Tiney Turds of Doom (aka. Ants)

Oh my goodness. THERE ARE ANTS IN THE BATHROOM!!! I am extremely terrified of ants!  (Ok maybe “extremely terrified” is a bit much there but still, in my defense, they’re creepy!) There like tiny little walking turds with pinchers. There such spine-chilling creatures, and I did something stupid to get rid of them. Ugh. Now I have to clean it up. If you’re interested, here’s what I did.
                        
I, being as intelligent as I am, put some honey *gasp* on a paper towel *oh no! This can’t end well* and set it in a corner. *That poor dear* woe is me. (I have a name for them TTD which stands for Tiny Turds of Doom.)
 
Yes yes yes, now I all know that this seems like an absurd idea from the beginning, but hear me out, I remembered this weird thingy that killed the ants in my house from when I was a kid and guess what! It looked just like honey. So, it was only logical that I put down honey. Right? Ya, Riiiiight.
 
Ugh. Well I did, and those suckers started going bonkers. All of a sudden I had bucket loads of ants crawling and drowning in sweet honey. (The poor honey! My heart breaks for Pooh!) I suppose it’s not the worst way to go...
 
I left the honey out for, um... like... five hours. It seeped through the paper towel (*NO?! REALLY?!?!*) yep it’s legit.

Wondering how I reacted when I found this out? Read on my friends:
 
 Me - *walks into bathroom to check the Death By Honey process*
 
 The ants - "hay Bill! Over here! This chick left us some food! Janna inform the base! We’re eating GOOD tonight!"

Me - *lifts paper towel to dispose of* (ok truthfully I just wanted to see if the ants had really fallen for it, and I wanted to see how many I got, and golly I was as giddy as a fluffy kid on his birthday… until I noticed they weren’t dead that is.)
 
Ants - "OH MY GOD AN EARTHQUAKE!" *scatter in all directions*
 
Me - "EEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!" *drops the paper towel and jumps onto the toilet lid*
 
Ants - "NO! Oh Bill, oh poor Bill" *bursts into song* (Only the good die young - Billy Joel)
 
Me - *holds back tears of fear and get up the nerve to run out of the bathroom*
 
Ok you don't have to agree, but those things are pure evil. How are they NOT creepy?! Like little tiny turds I say!  With pinchers! The little boogers even wonder around and horde food like they own the joint! Nothing good comes from there weird turdy ant mess. Well, except for the stuff that
eats them.... *shivers in disgust*

By the way, no offence to anyone who likes these… abominations.

The Giver Ending Rewrite

Have any of you read The Giver? I had to read it for a school project and we had to rewrite the ending. So heres my version, hope you like it =)

As they glided over the new fallen snow Joans gripped Gabe close to his chest and willed his eyelids to hold strong against the urge to close allowing him to slip into unconsciousness. Eyes glued to where the land leveled out, he gave his last memory of warmth to Gabriel.

Gabriel’s skin warmed at the memory, and Joans was able to feel the warmth of another human being. They both basked in this newly received gift, but as they began to once again to feel the chill of the air around them, the seconds slowed to a crawl and they were suspended in time. The bitter air had Joans grasping for a logical thought, but he instead found himself hovering above a pool of rational thinking in his subconscious.

Joans was able to see all he should do. How he needed to continue on their journey by foot once gravity took back her greatly needed hand, how he needed to find food for their hollow stomachs, how they critically needed to find a place to rest and regain strength, how they needed some luck, but as luck should have it, all that was in store for the duo was yet another unfortunate turn of events.

With an almost inaudible crunch, the sled hit a lump of snow that had formed on the hill. Gabriel let out a small cry of surprise as the snow touched his exposed skin. Joans tried to save Gabriel from the unforgiving chill that had overcome his own body, but his body heat was too arctic to be of much use to Gabe.

They tumbled down what was left of the slope and finally came to a halt a few feet away from the sled. Without much thought Joans untangled Gabriel’s small limbs from his own, checked what damage had been done to their body’s, and, seeing they had both come out unscathed, stood to place Gabe on the sled, intending to pull him along behind him until they found a safe place to stay.

Yet, with his first step towards the awaiting sled, his knees gave out and he crumpled into the snow that had seconds before been beneath his feet. Seeing that he would be unable to make it to the sled, Joans placed Gabe on his chest and held him close, sharing his favorite memory with the quivering child, until everything faded to black.

Confusion Disperse!

Ok so I'm starting to think that my last post was probably confusing. (about the whole friends thing) well I'm just going to use their names. ok so here
Frodo-Carol

Fernando-Zumaya

Chance-Skylar

Daemon-Madison

Dawson-Me

Jacob-Taylor

Haley-Hayden

Can o' Tuna

I have a lot to tell all of my, oh so many, followers out there. First off, sorry about the wait. A bad storm knocked out our internet =( but I'm back now and I have a crazy story for you! It involves a can of tuna...
I had this teen living (sex ed.) project due on anemia and for the project I had to bring in some type of food that had iron in it. (Iron helps prevent anemia) Well, on Saturday I ask my mom to go and get one of those four dollar rotisserie chickens (I call them chicken purses because they come in those cute little bags!) but we don't really have any money... and it was late, so she gave me a can of tuna saying “It has iron in it.” Oh how I dreaded third period.
On Monday my first and second periods went by in a blur (like they usually do). It turns out... I
didn't have teen living that day. Yep. I was stuck with a un-open-able can of tuna until sixth period. (I can't get to my locker until then)

So all morning I walk around, bragging about my special can of tuna. My stomach started growling like it usually does around the time lunch came around. For lunch I had a peanut butter and jelly sandwich... and that can of tuna. I tried so hard to get the can open. I hit it against the table, against the guys, against a tree, and against a fire hydrant. None of it worked. The poor tuna can was just dented. (Poor tuna, having to go through such a traumatizing event!)

At lunch we get to go outside for five minutes before class begins again, and in those five minutes I made a complete fool of myself. First off, my friend Frodo took my can of tuna and ran off with it. I chased her all around the school yard shouting after her, "MY TUNA!!! GIVE ME BACK MY TUNA!!!!!" The second time she took off, instead of running after her; I stood where I was and watched her run away with my abused tuna can. All of a sudden Haden tackled me from the side and I was on the ground, my hip suffered the worst of the blow. I got back up laughing of course, but my boy did it ache!

Oh ya, and in all of this, my special swapping class paper (from tech to art) became a crumpled little mess with a good dose of dirt on it. Yep. I'm so official.

And just one more last little thing, I hate using real names on the internet, so I have changed all of my friends names to guys names. Here’s the list
Frodo (she’s obsessed with The Lord Of The Rings)
Fernando (she’s my Mexican friend. Scratch that NOT just Mexican but also from Spain... Haspanic? Eh I don't know. At least she won't be mad at me any more...)
Chance (she’s a sweet as pie!)
Daemon (she’s also obsessed with obsidian… she begged me to make this her name)
Dawson (me! I LOVE DAWSON!!! If you don’t understand, read Obsidian by Jennifer Armentrout)
Jacob (she’ just… well it just fits her)
Hayden (she’s my friend who WILL one day be famous. She already has an LA Agent)

Where the Heart Lays

Although I sit safely on my own bed, five words endlessly play through my mind on an eternal loop.

“I want to go home.”

But where is home? Some say home is where the heart lays. Yet, my heart continues beating, and a sense of emptiness clogs my throat.

Will I forever be fighting toe to toe with this disease, sometimes happy but always at the mercy of depression? When will I be able to escape this fate? Soon isn’t soon enough, though there is no room for hope, for I fear it will never end.

A look at my friend(s)

Hay, I'm not even sure I have any followers yet but I'll just pretend I do. Not much interesting happened today. Well I got cought in the rain with my friends on my way to lunch. I was so wet when I got to the lunch room! When It started raining I took off toward the cafe, but my friends started walking slower. My friends are crazy. Ok, don't believe me? Here's an example.
I always beg at least one of my friends to go to the bathroom with me, cause there discusting and kinda scary... Ok, well my friend Carol came with me this one day, after I begged, again those bathrooms are crazy creepy. No kidding. Well so I'm in one stall and she's in the other and all of a sudden she says "I bet I can pee faster than you!" I did the only logical thing possible when someone says such an obsured statement as that, I burst out laughing and said in retern, "You're on!" Ya, I lost.
So if you haven't gathered yet, yes, I am crazy.
Crap, It's really raining! Got to go!

My Chillin' Chibi

Ta Da! =) it only took me 2 day's but it's finally finished! Sorry it's not the bast pic, but hay, I try.

Hay there. Names Rose

Hay, for anyone out there who's reading. I'm Rose (ya totally origanal name I know) Just to let Y'all know, I am an abosutly crappy speller. So please don't expect to much... =) Lets see now. What would you like to know, well, I play the flute, got insain friends, have depression, write creepy story's, Love life (for the most part), believe in love at first sight, but not in middleschool!!! Oh ya! Im in middle school. Im in 8th grade nd it's totally... bizzar. Let's just say my favorite subject is lunch. (learn more and more about my friends there every day!) There's lots to say, but I'm going to try not to overwhelm anyone =)
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