Day one of bleh

Hello my lovely's!! I am BACK! :) I guess you're wondering what's hapenedsince I last made an appearence. Well, the light shined down upon me and he good lord himself gave me my happiness back.

Alright, so I'm exaggerating a bit! (but that would be pretty cool!) Here's what's really happpened:

The last time I went to school was on September 9th. It was a wensday (<- I hate spelling that word!) I had a doctors appointment that morning, so I came in at around twelve. Now, Wensdays at my school are only half days, so I arrived at sixth period.

My mom, my counceler, and the vice principal assigned to the last name L-P all made me go to sixth period. I didn't even make it there! On my way down the hallway (that branches off to another hallway that branches off to another that leads to my Honors Bio class. Basically, this was the first hallway right outside the office) I stopped, nearly burst into tears, and seed walked to the nearest bathroom.

In the bathroom I called my mom, and... she didn't pick up. I waited about five minuets for her to return my call but she never did, so I went back to the office.

When I walked in I saw a little sign hanging on the door knob that leads to the nurses office, and that little sign simply stated that "the nurse is out". Keeping my cool I took a deep breath and just stared at that sign before slowly turning away. And, like a fairy god mother, a different vice principal, assigned to some different letters, asked me if I was ok.

That's how I found myself in a chair outside the nurses office. Sadly, people like to know your business, so I had to tell her that I have been majorly depressed. I don't think I'll ever forget the look on her face when I told her that, "yes I've been sick, but it's been completely mental."

The look on her face made me think of myself as a kicked puppy! It made me feel vonerable, so I closed up right away. She kept that look on her face the whole time I was talking to her... I guess I'll forever be a mental case in her mind. Oh well.

So! Ok, back to the chair outside the nurses office! Everyone came to join me! First it was my counceler, then my mom, (did I mention that she did finally call back? Well she did, right as I was talking to the puppy lady, so I got a lovely little speach about how I need to call from the office) and lastly the vp L-P guy showed up. they all refused to let me go home. I had to go to seventh period (band).

I didn't beg, but I kept pointing out things that would keep me from going, I didn't have to right shoes, I didn't have shorts and it was hot outside, I didn't have socks, I don't have my piccolo, I don't have my music, etc. So my lovely mom saved the day *sarcasm* She went home, got all that stuff, and brought it back to me.

All the while leaving me to sit in a seperate office that's dedicated to giving kids the stuff their parents bring them. The bell rang before I got my bag o' stuff, and everyone began swapping classes. Mom arrived, I got my stuff, and I went on my way to the band room.

BUT I made a permenate stop to a different bathroom. I waited in the largest stall, huddled up in a tight ball in the corner, and cried untill the bell rang again, signifying I was free to go.

I went out of my stall and ran into my friend Alana. We don't see each other much, but I freaked out a little when I saw her. I kept reminding myself that she didn't know that I had skipped class, and that noone knew I was even at school except for two people, my counceler and the VP L-P. I left the bathroom and kept my head down; I walked through a large crowd of people, and no one paid me any notice!  I made it out of there and to the libiary with not a single glance in my direction :3

Once at the libiary, I started my first day of volenteering. And life went on.

So there you have it! Day one of utter bleh. It was quite interesting! Well, I'll give you guys more later :) love you all!!

~Rose