Hmmm... I don't know what it is... but something is deffinitly wrong here. BACKFLASH
Yester- well saturday, I went down with my little brother Matt and played some football with some of the guys (my age) in the neighborhood. (Hunter and Brandon)
First off, lets get something stright. I was HORIBLE at football! If the ball was coming at me too fast I would: throw out my hands, duck, side step it, or scream. BUT that's not the point of this post.
The point is, it came up that I take karate and Brandon, who is a big ass (<~ sorry!) football player, asked to fight me. I said sure, got in a stance, and waited for him to attack. Now it ended up to be a wrestling match.
The rules were: No punching, No kicking, and you have to pin the other person down for three seconds.
I pinned him down for a second, but he was able to come right back up so he said "Can I add to the rules that to win you have to straddle the other person" and I, not thinking anything of it at the time said "sure" and now I feel, two days later, that something is very wrong with what happened.
BIG REVEAL: When I was six I was molested by a black boy named Maguel. You can get details on that if you want (there is nothing wrong with asking for details it's not like I'm going to go all reated R on you guys) Just ask.
So back to the story, I think I was just volentarily molested, again. WHAA??? I know! It was wrestling!! (I LOVE to fight!! It is SOSOSO much fun to me! And I hadn't in a while so I was all for a wrestling match)
You see, I think this because I almost always had him pinned. I do like to think that I'm 'just that good' but he was a big ol' guy and I'm just a boney little girl. He could probably of had me pinned, though when he tryed to pin me I went all ninja on his butt and got right out of it...
I don't know, but I feel violated, a little lot. *sigh* no more wrestling for me :( oh well, it's a small price to pay to feel secure. Well if I ever wrestle again it will involve Eli... (NO SEX i've chosen abstinance. As in, only my husband will get to see that... side of me.) Or Autumn, she puts up a hell of a fight!! Except she tickles! Whick by the way is CHEATING.
Well I'm done now, hope I didn't freak y'all out. And if you think I should delete this post PLEASE say so. Thanks! Later!
~Rose
Yester- well saturday, I went down with my little brother Matt and played some football with some of the guys (my age) in the neighborhood. (Hunter and Brandon)
First off, lets get something stright. I was HORIBLE at football! If the ball was coming at me too fast I would: throw out my hands, duck, side step it, or scream. BUT that's not the point of this post.
The point is, it came up that I take karate and Brandon, who is a big ass (<~ sorry!) football player, asked to fight me. I said sure, got in a stance, and waited for him to attack. Now it ended up to be a wrestling match.
The rules were: No punching, No kicking, and you have to pin the other person down for three seconds.
I pinned him down for a second, but he was able to come right back up so he said "Can I add to the rules that to win you have to straddle the other person" and I, not thinking anything of it at the time said "sure" and now I feel, two days later, that something is very wrong with what happened.
BIG REVEAL: When I was six I was molested by a black boy named Maguel. You can get details on that if you want (there is nothing wrong with asking for details it's not like I'm going to go all reated R on you guys) Just ask.
So back to the story, I think I was just volentarily molested, again. WHAA??? I know! It was wrestling!! (I LOVE to fight!! It is SOSOSO much fun to me! And I hadn't in a while so I was all for a wrestling match)
You see, I think this because I almost always had him pinned. I do like to think that I'm 'just that good' but he was a big ol' guy and I'm just a boney little girl. He could probably of had me pinned, though when he tryed to pin me I went all ninja on his butt and got right out of it...
I don't know, but I feel violated, a little lot. *sigh* no more wrestling for me :( oh well, it's a small price to pay to feel secure. Well if I ever wrestle again it will involve Eli... (NO SEX i've chosen abstinance. As in, only my husband will get to see that... side of me.) Or Autumn, she puts up a hell of a fight!! Except she tickles! Whick by the way is CHEATING.
Well I'm done now, hope I didn't freak y'all out. And if you think I should delete this post PLEASE say so. Thanks! Later!
~Rose
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