Hey guys. I was sick today :(
I have no idea what it is really... This morning I woak up and did everything I needed to. I left with my mom and brother to get Matthew to school. Then my mom and I went to pick up my special musician earplugs that cost a crap load of money.
On the way back though, depression hit. Hard. I started freaking out in the back seat. I didn't let my mom in on what was going on in my messed up head of mine until we got close to home. I spoke up then and voiced the fact that I didn't want to go to school. Of course she was a good parent and said everything a normal mom would.
It ranged from "well sweety, you have to go to school." to "You're going to school. If you still don't feel good then call me in an hour." when I pressed the issue. The worst part was, it wasn't just depression! My head was doing this weird thing, but I'm used to my head causing intense pain. What really bothered me was the fact that I felt sick to my stomach.
I felt like I was gagging on this lump in my throat that I just couldn't swallow. The more I ignored it, the more sick I felt! It was a never ending circle of ouch. :( I pushed though it though. for like... thirty minuets. Then I called my mom and high tailed it out of there. Once I got home I read Onyx for an hour or two and fell asleep.
I drempt a little, but the only thing that comes to mind when I try and remember what happend in the dream is little baby chickens... Ya, I don't even know. Anyways, when I woak up I went stright back to reading.
I love Obsidian and all (sorry! I'm going to rant about Onyx for a bit. Hang in there!) but Onyx just didn't have that same... feel to it. Everything was so sad and rushed! It felt like reading Ink Heart all over again! Please Jennifer, give your amazing series a happy ending!!! I will DIE if it doesn't!!! Ok back to my crap tastic day.
So I finished Onyx and looked at the clock. BAM it was midnight. 'Oh shoot' I thought, 'I'm not even tired!' then I relized that no one had come into check on me :( Hello?? I'm sick in here!!! But no, they all went to bed. So I'm sick and lonely. I can feel tears pricking at the corners of my eyes, begging to be shed. But crying doesn't solve anything. So I wont.
~Rose
I have no idea what it is really... This morning I woak up and did everything I needed to. I left with my mom and brother to get Matthew to school. Then my mom and I went to pick up my special musician earplugs that cost a crap load of money.
On the way back though, depression hit. Hard. I started freaking out in the back seat. I didn't let my mom in on what was going on in my messed up head of mine until we got close to home. I spoke up then and voiced the fact that I didn't want to go to school. Of course she was a good parent and said everything a normal mom would.
It ranged from "well sweety, you have to go to school." to "You're going to school. If you still don't feel good then call me in an hour." when I pressed the issue. The worst part was, it wasn't just depression! My head was doing this weird thing, but I'm used to my head causing intense pain. What really bothered me was the fact that I felt sick to my stomach.
I felt like I was gagging on this lump in my throat that I just couldn't swallow. The more I ignored it, the more sick I felt! It was a never ending circle of ouch. :( I pushed though it though. for like... thirty minuets. Then I called my mom and high tailed it out of there. Once I got home I read Onyx for an hour or two and fell asleep.
I drempt a little, but the only thing that comes to mind when I try and remember what happend in the dream is little baby chickens... Ya, I don't even know. Anyways, when I woak up I went stright back to reading.
I love Obsidian and all (sorry! I'm going to rant about Onyx for a bit. Hang in there!) but Onyx just didn't have that same... feel to it. Everything was so sad and rushed! It felt like reading Ink Heart all over again! Please Jennifer, give your amazing series a happy ending!!! I will DIE if it doesn't!!! Ok back to my crap tastic day.
So I finished Onyx and looked at the clock. BAM it was midnight. 'Oh shoot' I thought, 'I'm not even tired!' then I relized that no one had come into check on me :( Hello?? I'm sick in here!!! But no, they all went to bed. So I'm sick and lonely. I can feel tears pricking at the corners of my eyes, begging to be shed. But crying doesn't solve anything. So I wont.
~Rose
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